Last night my dreams
Were not about you;
For the first time,
In longer than I can remember!

I dreamt of nonsense things;
Icecreams and animals,
Red grass and blue trees,
And then, I woke up.

I didn't reach across my bed;
To feel if you were there.
The sweet taste of morning
Felt like freedom.

I don't feel like loving you today.
I feel like living,
My own life,
In my own way!

So maybe tomorrow,
I will wake up like I normally do;
Confused by the fact,
That you are laying beside me.

I might even
Feel a stab of regret...
For everything that I feel
Wishing you were not there!

But yes I thought its time
And accepted my space...
For I know I will never get it,
If I leave it now.